I seriously think I need to focus on myself more. I have always on putting others before me always, and I don’t think I can necessarily change that, it’s how I work. However, I think I need to realize more and more I come second to most of my friends, if even that. I worry about them, and try to always make them feel good and make sure they realize they are valued and loved, but no one does the same for me. I need to realize that even though I do that for others, it doesn’t mean they’ll do it for me, and they don’t and won’t. I need to start doing that for myself, and make sure I stop helping others at the cost of helping myself.